Mellow

Sad feelings often come and go,
For some reason happiness comes in the flow,
Why this feeling comes I will never know,
But I choose to simply call it mellow.

My own time to simply let go,
To think poeticly about bluebirds and crows,
Seeing the dark and light in me overflow,
I hope the light wins at the end of the show.

Mellow is for inspirational glow,
For music and moonlight with many stars aglow,
For me and my cat to remember long ago,
And when it ends,
laugh about things we'll never outgrow.

The rebellious one

Strong willed,
Hard head,
Stare chilled,
Mislead,
The child does not wait.

She stands,
Arms crossed,
Commands,
"Get lost!"
For the silly thing called fate.

She turns her head,
To what is said,
And freely speaks her mind.
She doesn't care,
Acts like you aren't there,
You are not of her kind.

She hates,
Everyone,
She waits,
until someone,
Pretends to understand her

She shouts,
And she screams,
She doubts,
All her dreams,
And she lives her life as a blur.

She turns her head,
To what is said.
The foolish little girl,
Will live her life,
With lot's of strife,
To let false joy unfurl.

My God

The God who gave Adam the lamb's skin,
The God who gave Moses the commandments ten,
The God who gave Abraham, all of his kin,
Is my God who forgives me, again and again.

The lord is faithful

The lord is faithful in many ways,
In present and in Bible days,
He saves his people though the plagues,
And will always wash our sins away.

God is good

This morning I got out of bed,
Neglected bible study once again,
But still today he gave me bread,
God is oh so good, Amen.

Hopeless helpless haikus

Should I go this way?
Or should I even attempt?
Don't know what to do.

Is this the right way?
Please take my hand and show me.
I am so confused.

What should I do here?
Do the doors lead in or out?
I feel so helpless.

What do I do now?
Could you answer it for me?
I feel so stupid.

I have a question!
I wont ask you to show me.
I'm wasting your time.

I'm very sorry!
I don't mean to bother you.
I know I'm hopeless.

I'm melting away

I'm melting away,
because I can.
Slowly dieing,
where I stand.

I'm hiding away,
because I don't care.
I don't have any shame,
just wish you weren't there.

I'm going to sleep,
and ignoring my chores.
I wont do them later,
because there is so much more.

I'm slamming my door,
I'm mad at the world!
You didn't do anything,
my selfish mind is blurred.

Because I don't care,
I'm melting away.
I want to come back,
but I wont have it my way.

My last chance

This is my last chance to apologize,
My last chance to say,
That I'm sorry for what I've done to you,
and now I'll be here to stay.

This is my last chance right now,
To show you what I've done.
A million apologizes on the wall,
Not knowing they're not even worth one.

How can I have been so selfish?
And left when times turned bad?
How Can I now face you now,
With no gifts inside my hand?

Those apologizes mean nothing now,
I am sad to say.
I gave up on my last chance,
I turned and ran away.

A poem for an old friend

I will cry a flood of tears,
And remember you forever.
From this point on I'm sad to say,
We might never be together.
You have been loyal and by my side,
For as long as I remember.
Now your gone and left nothing behind,
Not one look back or waver.

I will miss you my dear friend,
But now my tears have dried.
No longer will I weep for you,
I had set my worry aside.
I will wait for you right here,
Where we always sat inside.
So even if you never come back,
I'll always know you will not die.

To be the best

To be the best,
Is like a test,
You have to know the answers.
But for rest,
You have to guess,
For life and love there after.

I don't mean to be me

I don't mean to be angry,
Don't mean to be rude.
I don't mean to not like you,
Or have attitude.

I don't mean to be stupid,
Don't mean to not know.
I don't mean to be helpless,
Or to be so slow.

I don't mean to be typical,
At every thing I do.
I don't mean to do badly,
And embarrass you.

So I'm sorry I'm angry!
I'm sorry I'm dumb!
I don't mean to be predictable!
I'm sorry everyone!

I don't mean to be me,
Or even try to be you.
I don't know who I want to be,
But then again...do you?

Simply imperfect

I am not perfect,
We all see its true.
Nothing I do will be perfect,
And there is nothing I could do.

You are not perfect,
We all see it in you.
I bet you know it,
Though you don't act like you do.

We are not perfect,
And it is a fact.
Our imperfection spreading,
From friendly contact.

Why do we continue broken?
Why must we go on?
I would tell you myself,
But it's the end of my imperfect song.

A thousand eyes

I look out my window and what do I see?
A thousand eyes staring back at me.
I say "I'm sitting here, doing what you couldn't do."
Then they go away, not admitting its true.

Day dreaming

I day dream of magic,
Of dragons and knights!
Of fairies and unicorns,
Who meet at moonlight.

I day dream of being,
The best of the best!
A superstar with power,
And lots of success!

I day dream of hell,
And what its like down there.
Even though I know,
Its more than I can bare.

I day dream of heaven,
Even though you cannot.
Where everyone's happy,
And things are not bought.

I day dream of the norm,
Things that happen every day.
I know my other dreams seem obsolete,
But its just a dream away.

Uneasy

I feel it crawling up and down my back,
Never showing any slack,
This feeling that seems to never leave my mind.

Always stalking,
but never moving,
this feeling I have must be true.

Nothing can describe,
The feeling of running out of time,
As it draws closer to me in the dark and light.

When I feel the eyes glaring,
I cannot help but staring,
Always knowing nothing is there.

Even though many times I tried,
I know I cannot hide,
I must face this feeling head on.

This feelings hard to face,
But I know I have to trace,
Whatever causes my heart to pound to furiously.

I don't know what I think,
When my heart starts to shrink,
But I do know what hides in the light isn't there.

Because I love you....(A poem for the mad hatter)

I could easily kill you,
with my bare hands.
Choke you until,
your lungs cannot withstand!
Something,
I would gladly do.
But I won't...
because I love you.

I could easily kill you,
with a small knife.
Stabbing you until,
there is no more life!
This I would do,
if I wasn't true.
But I wont...
Because I love you.

I could easily kill you,
don't even have to try.
Burn you alive,
with my anger inside!
This rage inside me,
stirring like hot, hot stew.
But I wont...
Because I love you.

Nothing ells in this world,
pleasures me more...
Than the sight,
of true horror and gore!
Except for one sight,
and this will always be true.
The glorious sight,
of me and you.

Toy box (lyrics)

A little box in the corner of the room,
Shall we look inside?
Every child's fantasy,
Now becomes alive.
All the toys imaginable,
here Can be found.
Shall we play inside the box?
Do we dare look around?

Feel the power,
flowing through your veins!
Fell it slipping,
Washing all away!
Nothing left inside you,
Nothing to be found!
Just the grip of,
Pandora's-toy-box.

Dolls and teddy bears Lined in a row.
No toy left behind.
Toy Soldiers, cars and animals too.
You begin to lose your mind!
All their thoughts are yours to control,
Feel the fear in all of their eyes!
You're the ruler head in control,
Will you let them live of die?

Feel the power,
flowing through your veins!
Fell it slipping,
Washing all away!
Nothing left inside you,
Nothing to be found!
Just the curse of,
Pandora's-toy-box.

Slowly you become,
Just another one,
A human who lost all sight,
Of the light that shined so bright!
When we look into your eyes,
Only fire shines!
Loosing all control,
Of what you used to know!

Feel the power,
Over coming you!
There is nothing,
Left for you to do!
Slowly shrinking,
Now you realize!
You're just a toy in,
Pandora's-toy-box.

Pulling the trigger

Standing alone,
my hands on the trigger.
Shaking alone,
my fears growing bigger.

If I don't pull,
My pride would consume me.
But if I do pull,
Will there be anything left in me?

I took a deep breath,
I had my last dance.
I took one last breath,
Ready to take any chance.

The loud blast sounded!
The bullet cutting through air.
The loud blast silenced!
Gave me quite a scare!

Before pulling the trigger,
I didn't know what to do.
After pulling the trigger,
I still haven't a clue.

Missed the mark...
Again.

Mystic eyes

Mystic eyes,
Take me by surprise.
Hold me close,
And let me die.

Mystic eyes,
Take me by surprise.
Can not look away,
Left me hypnotized.

Mystic eyes,
Take me by surprise.
Made me have,
Too many butterflies.

Mystic eyes,
Take me by surprise.
Where too clever,
Where too wise.

Mystic eyes,
Like the beautiful skies,
Left me speechless,
Like the beautiful moon rise.

Mystic eyes,
Where they allies?
Did they love me,
Or did they just lie?

Mystic eyes,
Took me for a ride,
Never came back,
To say goodbye.

It would be wise,
To avoid the eyes.
They will take you for adventure,
And never let you die.

Day off

My family left the house today,
and i am very pleased.
I can do what ever I want,
and get around with eze.

I started my day with some desert,
a fat and yummy fish.
Though they are very hard to catch,
they are my favorite dish!

Next I went outside to play,
it was fun rolling around in the dirt.
Soon after i went inside,
and tore mom's favorite shirt.

No day would be complete,
without a little reading.
I brought along my favorite stuffed muse,
to do a little teething.

I invited my friend over,
for a tea party.
But to my surprise,
she brought her friend Marty.

Marty was a nice guy,
thou he was a little chatty.
He invited all his friends,
and they were driving me batty!

I pleaded them to stop,
for the house was soon a wreck.
The house was messy. Really bad!
An image strait from heck.

The family came home early,
them and their new home acquainted.
Father looked in horror while,
mom stood than fainted.

The girl picked me up,
than looked around the room.
She started to shoo everyone away,
they all left with a zoom.

"What a silly cat!"
She said looking quite puzzled.
"I still fail to understand,
how a cat can cause so much trouble."

Cookies

Crunchy,
soft!
I happily scoffed.
Chewy,
thick!
Down into my stomach!
Round,
thin!
Time to use a napkin!
Mouth watering,
sweet!
My favorite treat!
Chunky,
nice!
Take my advice!
Chocolaty,
Moist!
Its my first choice!
Tasty,
crumbly!
Good in my belly!
Crispy,
fragerent!
Gone in an instant!
Thats the end of my song,
'cuz sadly  now there all gone. :(